Guilt

Where is there such a thing as GUILT? I had an amazing weekend with the kids and Alfred, spent most of the weekend at the Disneyland Resort but of course I decided to enjoy myself and now I'm sitting here, staring at my computer screen wondering why. Why did I decide to put that in my mouth? Why am I sitting here feeling so fucken guilty? I work hard during the week and splurge on the weekends. Maybe I should actually stay home one of these weekends and eat like I'm supposed to and not do much. Is that possible? Is it possible for me to stay home on the weekends? Ummmmmm maybe not. But I hate fucken GUILT.

Miles for May

Well, I've gotta find motivation wherever I can - and damn, 29.95 miles for May, that's pretty awesome (if I do say so myself). Now if the scale moves this week, I'll be on CLOUD 9!

Since January 1st 2010, I've "ellipticalled" (is that a word?) 185 miles :)

My first Twenty

In 8 weeks I have lost 20 lbs. My first twenty. My first milestone. DONE. Although it feels great and I feel great, I know that I have a shitload more to go.

Vancouver, get ready for some Mexican hittin' up your town. Are you sure you are ready for me?

:)

So far so good. 12lbs down. This week was a bit of a set back. Rae had her dance pictures on Wednesday, so the gym didn't happen...but I did go Tues/Thurs. I weighed in this morning but didn't lose anything. My resolve is stronger than ever - I WILL LOSE this week. I need to be more diligent about tracking my meals and I need to eat my snacks. I always think, "if I skip the snack, then I'll lose," but that's not always the case!

Looking forward to our weekend in Vancouver next weekend! YIPPIE!

10%

3 weeks, 10 lbs, 10%.

I.MUST.DO.THIS.

90lbs left.

Here we go again...

Okay. Stopped fooling myself. Time to bring in the big guns. Weight Watchers. Day 5. Worked before, gonna work again.

Plus size no more!

So happy to be able to fit into 3 different pants that I haven't been able to wear in years! I also ventured to Old Navy on Friday and was happy to find out that I fit into regular clothes now! :D